Tuesday, March 1, 2011

i hate when i turn to be a monster.

salam adek beradek sekalian!! sehat ke? i miss u all so much!!
rindu peluk cium korang! :D


my dear sisters, how's your lives as teachers so far? aku harap kite seme tengah makan kat bilik aku ngan ena sambil cite pengalaman sekolah cam kite bese buat time buke pose dedulu! ooh rindunye!!


my dear sisters, yesterday before i entered one of my assigned class, i promised i'd just ignore those who cared less to study and continued teaching- coz i think i spent most of the time on the classroom management, how i wish i could control the kids like i change the TV channels, but i just cant! remote control rosak tak! 


unfortunately and surprisingly, i turned to be a MONSTER! yes, i meant it and you read it right. they started to take granted on my sweet and soft spoken voice (muntah, hahah). but really, they really did that to me. i was so annoyed, i just dont get their points coming to school, not all of them though. but i feel so sorry to them for not understanding the importance of studying! ok i sound like a teacher. yes i am a teacher, hehe, but so rare to hear that from me eh? ;)


they skipped my class, simply left the classroom as they like and they're only 14 years old girls! but frankly, i REALLY and HONESTLY hate when i turned to be a MONSTER, it's just so ugly and i no longer pretty when i turned to be a monster! (selame ni chanteq ke? PANG!, hahaha), and tear almost rolling down my eyes. i was so disappointed...


anyhow, i should say alhamdulillah, i still have another 4 amazing adorable classes. but im not saying the other one is not, perhaps they're younger and they're still enjoying themselves.. i dont know..


and alhamdulillah, im still glad when i could get 3/4 of them to be interested to study and motivated enough to learn English. darls, i dont (cant) fully speak english or else i will just be so narcissist, syok sendiri :p


so please make a do'a for me to stay strong just like all of u! same do'a goes to all of u too! 


salam sayang dari kak sue ;)


-counting days... 
suri,
ck,
11: 45 pm. 1st march, 2011

4 comments:

dianakamal said...

Salam keSURIAan!

Kalu rindu tu, rajin-rajinla call saya. Pah ceroh tunggu kak su.

Alhamdulillah, setakat ni sekolah saya ok belaka. Cuma kadang dok terkejar semua mende sebab banyak mende nak kene settle. Ada pelajar saya pun macam pelajar kak su jugak. Diorang kata malas belajar sungguh2, sebab last2 kait buah kelapa sawit gok. Sedih wase dengor. Motivasi kurang, keyakinan pun kurang.

Memang beza dengan budok smk taman desa dulu. Dengan kelas Enggang dulu, 100% guna English. Sekarang ni, memang dok lepas. Tapi dok semua gitu, rasa semangat nak ngajo bila tatap mata budak2 tu. Dari situ, boleh napok harapan diorang kat kita.

InshaAllah kak su, moga kita semua diberi kekuatan oleh Allah. Saya pun bukannya kuat sangat tapi inshaAllah cuba kuatkan diri. Take care dear. Rajin2lah call saya.:)

Panjangnya komen saya kali ini.

fsj said...

salam kakDi, eh? hehhe, cam best je name ni :p

saye suke komen panjang, kasik lemau sket nak balas :p
alhamdulillah, saye gembire awak gembire kat sane, saye alhamdulillah kat sini, cume kadang tu rase down, bebanan kerje buat saye pressured and indirectly saye rase performance saye tak bagus, saye rase saye terlalu lembut dan saye tak suke. saye dah tegas, tp saye rase tak cukup tegas, saye tak tau camne diorg define tegas.
and kak di, thanks sangat2, saye rase touched bile awak cakap, "rase semangat nak ngaja bile tgk mate diorg", in fact i have so many hoping eyes among my children, astagfirullah, i might overlook them and i might have turned down thier motivation, ya Allah berdose nye. i wish i can blame the numerous number of students i have in the class and how hard to control the class due to the same reason, i really hope they learn something from me,

and btw, the girls came to me to apologise, didnt mean i won the game, but i hope they understood the reasons of me being there...

insyaAllah kakdi, pas dapat gaji, saye topup seribu ktie gayut sampai panas telinge, ahahah :p
sayang awak!

Ballet shoes said...

same here. klu budak ade yg bercakap, baling bole kertas mase ak ngajo, ak akan ajor jugak budak yg nk blajo. sian gok ke budak yg nk blajo. pah siap ngajo n bg task ke budak yg nk blajo, pahtu ak jd singe.haha. bg amaran. klu x, tulis name n bg kat guru disiplin! senang. ataupon, tarik rambut kat telinge esp lelaki. haha.

tibe2 i rase i garang tau haha

fsj said...

wow paula! u made it!! heheh. aku tak berani r nak tarik rambut, Takot sakit.tp aku penah gak cubit. tapi aku cubit cam ntah. tak sakit kot. hahaha. tp aku takot gak, kang buat betol2. naye anak org :p