Friday, February 18, 2011

i just want to feel belonged

salaam..

when im sitting there all by myself,
trying to complete everything before leaving for home.
and sometimes i listen to their gossips 
without them knowing  there's another extra listener
they speak the same language as mine.
but why couldnt i feel belong?

just sitting there quietly and doing work.
sometimes turning my back if there is anyone who will care to smile back at me.
yes, there are!
but they still look busy with their own business.

what's wrong with me?
why cant i just be the way i used to be?
why it's so hard for me to have trust on others?
what's wrong?
i wish i could just blame the weather.
but that's totally not right!
am i homesick in my own hometown?




sue
jln melati,
3:57 pm. 19th feb, 2011

6 comments:

namasayadiana- said...

Salam keSURIAan!

Bakpe sedih sangat ni? Saya caya kak su bole adapt jugok lama-lama. Sket je lagi tu. Kia kaha kak su!

Ballet shoes said...

SALAM FATHEN!

sabar ten i noe the feeling too coz i'm in the same boat! but i believe that that wont last forever :)

be strong dear and kia kaha!

Ballet shoes said...

SALAM FATHEN!

sabar ten i noe the feeling too coz i'm in the same boat! but i believe that that wont last forever :)

be strong dear and kia kaha!

fsj said...

thanks my dear ena and esha! i really need that, insyAllah i will try my best to kia kaha! :D
miss that words so much! heheh. and insyAllah ill pray everything just gonna be good to us! love u always! mwah!

paula said...

same here. i guess we r all facing the same situation. kite punyer tmp kat bilik guru lagi lah weh, kat pot geng2 otai giteww...huhu.

stay strong gedep. hihi nasihat utk diri sendiri gak uols :p

fsj said...

paula abdul-
ehehe, yeke? hurm i guess we all face the same thing. rase cam magic kan, duduk tempat berbeze, org lain2, tp rase mende yang same ;)
insyAllah gedep. kite feels much better and i gradually feel belonged ;)